An old friend used to say "you have a guardian angel" as I would escape injury or pain countless times.  I thought I was just lucky until in 1994 I met that angel.  I was a freaking mess but she saw something in me and took a chance.  I am a gambler and take the long shots against all odds, but even I would have second guessed that.
I have had my ups and downs, wins and losses and just outright bad times.  In 1990 I left NY and headed to CA in search of a better life in a warmer climate.  After a few years of surfing Santa Barbara down to Los Angeles, I landed in Koreatown.  After stumbling around Hollywood for a couple of years, I met a girl...it was quite possibly the most improbable match ever.  I was a diehard NYer Yankee and she was most recently from Texas.  I was self-destructive and semi-narcissistic and she was the sweetest girl next door.
16 years later and somehow I didn't fuck it up.  Somehow my guardian angel stuck around and kept everything working.
Colleen is the sweetest person I have ever met.  She calls her mom at least once per day.  She never says a bad thing about anyone.  She always sees the good in everyone.  And she puts up with my shit. 
I may die tomorrow. That is fine.  I couldn't have asked for a better life.  And my life wouldn't have been the same without her.
